Sadness

I am only ten years and I am very sad. As a slave most things I can do without hesitance. There is only one thing my master asks of me that I really cant take.whenever my master so wishes he may ask me to sleep with him and I may not refuse. He ask this of all his slaves not caring about their gender.this makes me very uncomfortable. The other slaves tell me that this is normal behavior and all slaves do this.they say this is just a part if Roman culture. Well do you think it's strange that I do not enjoy this and even oppose of it?